Hell
Hell is growing up.
It’s being delusional, paranoid, and depressed almost all the time.
It’s having suicidal thoughts every day and being afraid to tell anyone.
It’s numbing yourself whenever you can, just to feel better for a few hours.
It’s having parents that always focused on what you did wrong, rather than right.
It’s being self-conscious about how much you weigh and whether you’ll eat or not.
It’s growing from a small, innocent child, to a heartbroken teen with no hope left.
It’s being bisexual and living with a homophobic family.
It’s living with all of the above and having to hold it all in with a fake smile.
It’s my life…
- Eric Edward Wallace (Undead-Casualty)
